here am i

right here, right now. i am typing this, feeling each key press down. centering myself in the moment. there is no past, there is no future, there is only now. it’s a beautiful feeling. no mind or ego can hold me back from happiness, or from love. happiness is purity. it’s not objects or praise. i fall victim often to a self-loathing that makes me crave compliments or outside encouragement. while that is natural, it is not real. peeling back layers of yourself get’s you closer to God, the One, whatever that is to you. in the end you dissolve into this oneness, might as well get used to it now. the kingdom of heaven is within. wrap yourself in the present moment and feel the divine in everything you do.