tight rope of life

the fog in my brain is clearing finally. manic depression, bipolar? i have a family history but haven’t been diagnosed. either way, as i try to right my ship and sail the middle of life, i am pulled to the extremes. walking the tight rope of life isn’t easy. but it’s the quickest way to happiness. my happiness. everyone is put here to find theirs. problem is it’s a long, hard journey and not everyone perseveres. it is my duty to persevere. i need to get past these human ideas. transcending these worldly expectations. there are guide points along the way, i just need to see them. my mission reveals itself little by little. follow your happiness, it is the map to your rapture.