way overdid it

well i had a plan to overdo somethings as to get them out of my system. ouch.


spent

TGIF. i’m physically and mentally tired. October is a busy month, and half way through i’m starting to feel it. hopefully some R&R this weekend will help me get over this cold and lack of energy.


love

to my love, my wife Leah:

in the end we have,
what we have always wanted;
each other in love


gloomy day

outside the sky’s dark,
inside i sit in false light.
where has my sun gone?


the other shoe

i’m filling in for my boss (and dad) this week while he is out of town. it is good to get a look into what his day is really like. for the record, it’s busy. but experiencing first hand will hopefully help me to figure out better ways to help streamline his day and take some work off of his plate. he’s done everything for me, now it’s my turn to take the load.


you didn’t have to love me

you didn’t have to love me,

like you did,

like you did,

but you did… and I thank you.

-sam & dave


tgim

what better way to start back with small steps towards greatness than Monday? any readers know my struggle. half way through this extremely busy month. can i keep moving forward, even if it’s just a little bit each day?


desires

desires creep in
i let my guard down and then
back to beginning


fear of death

over the past 2 years i have spent a lot of time trying to overcome the fear of death. i’ve read religion, philosophy; i’ve taken drugs and been sober; i have finally found my temporary salvation. the problem i come to now is the death of others. how do you cope with knowing all that lives is sure to die?


pay no mind

feeling empty today. nothing major to write about except i like emptiness and hope to continue this way.