hey there honky cat
Posted: December 5, 2011 Filed under: daily musings | Tags: the way Leave a commentweekend was a blur, but in a few days we get our cat. as long as I can continue on the middle path, I feel that I can end this year with a bang.
growing family!
Posted: December 1, 2011 Filed under: daily musings | Tags: family Leave a commentwe’re getting a kitten tomorrow! i’m very excited. i’ve only had dogs, which i still love, but i’m excited to enter the world of the catlady.
struggle
Posted: November 30, 2011 Filed under: daily musings | Tags: curiosity, the way Leave a commentdoes everyone struggle with greatness? the hero’s journey isn’t easy. it can’t be; nothing worth having is easy. but when i am down in the dumps, it seems to stem from me not having enough… enough recognition, praise. now i know these things don’t matter, but i still go through spurts where they do. is that just being human? i don’t consider myself an artist, but i like to create. i like to play music, write and read. the question is how do i do enough without burning myself out, but also without not giving it my all. some days i create nothing and it’s perfect, and some days i create all day and it’s not enough. now that is not the norm, but it happens. i guess that is irrational. at least it seems to be written down. fame and fortune mean nothing, but changing lives with art is where i struggle. how do i get there? luck and persistence i guess. oh yea, and patience.
where do i go from here?
Posted: November 29, 2011 Filed under: daily musings | Tags: curiosity, experimentation Leave a commenti’ve written haiku’s and a few short stories, but now I’m curious where my next creative turn will go. the emptiness i feel is a good thing; a god thing. i feel at one with the universe. if i don’t write again will i be happy? will something come along to inspire me? the waiting is the hardest part.
new person?
Posted: November 28, 2011 Filed under: daily musings | Tags: munday Leave a commentam i a new person, or just the same one? constant evolution.
fear
Posted: November 25, 2011 Filed under: daily musings | Tags: anxiety Leave a commenttoday i fear something that should be fun. if i’m scared, i don’t have to do it. but why the fear? i’ve done it before. anxiety rules me, and only seems to get worse. should i dive in? or should i just avoid it?
more
Posted: November 22, 2011 Filed under: daily musings | Tags: random thought, the way Leave a commentlife is more than just a list of things to do.
challening
Posted: November 21, 2011 Filed under: daily musings | Tags: motivation Leave a commentevery week is a new challenge. stay to the middle and you will get there quickest. the only problem is the scenery on the sides is beautiful. how can i take it in while still walking ahead?
will power
Posted: November 18, 2011 Filed under: daily musings | Tags: experimentation Leave a commentis will power alone enough? i don’t think so, but i’ve gotten myself back into a situation where I need it to be. can i do it? stay tuned…
keeping my appointment?
Posted: November 16, 2011 Filed under: daily musings | Tags: curiosity, random thought Leave a commentI made an appointment for today I don’t want to keep. It is not important, and will only result in being asked to buy something I don’t want and can’t afford. However, I feel like I should stick to it. It will interrupt my flow today. Is there something I can gain from this experience? What can I learn? I want to stay as curious as a child. I will keep learning until I cannot.
richard awesome 