Some days start so well. But by lunch I haven’t really done much and I’ve just wasted time. If I don’t focus on the negative so much that should help. Sometimes you will be tired, sometimes it will be your fault; your dreams still need realized. You have exactly enough time to live your life, DO NOT fret. Leave only what you are not afraid of dying having left undone.
Never stop: Singing, Creating, Playing, Smiling, Loving.
this new day is bright;
but opportunity won’t
find itself for me.
it is blistery cold here in the northeast. i am surrounded by warmth in my home office, this is where i want to stay. now i need to work my ass off to stay here. nothing comes easy.
“Don’t judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant.” Robert Louis Stevenson
i am pushing and pulling to get some momentum. one step, one accomplishment. whatever it is, it feels good. follow that, chase it.
well it looks like i need to look for another job. i had a great situation but it is not working to support me fully. i spend a lot of my good times thinking of how great things are and how if you want something you go get it. so easy when you have no challenges to face. now i am facing a tough decision and an even tougher road. do i get back into the corporate world i despised? i have a growing family i need to consider. do i pursue a dream that may never materialize? struggle is a part of life. but how long must i struggle? how can i follow happiness and also make a reasonable living? i do not expect mansions, yachts and private jets. but i don’t want to have to live paycheck to paycheck, and i don’t want to be stuck on someone else’s dime. love isn’t coming as easy today.
focus on as little as possible. i want to accomplish things, but i’m done stressing myself to death because i didn’t do something that should be fun and should pour out of me. as long as i am present, what can i complain about? the first step in effortless mastery is to enter your ‘space’. doing that in life is what i am working on. no more goals hanging over my head. love everyday, work everyday. be here and think what am i doing to make the next moment even better?
time is irrelevant.
when expectations are gone
and you honor god.
the more that i do,
the better i feel that day.
every week is a new challenge. stay to the middle and you will get there quickest. the only problem is the scenery on the sides is beautiful. how can i take it in while still walking ahead?