fear or love

when you live in fear,
you value all the wrong things.
find love and hold on.


tight rope of life

the fog in my brain is clearing finally. manic depression, bipolar? i have a family history but haven’t been diagnosed. either way, as i try to right my ship and sail the middle of life, i am pulled to the extremes. walking the tight rope of life isn’t easy. but it’s the quickest way to happiness. my happiness. everyone is put here to find theirs. problem is it’s a long, hard journey and not everyone perseveres. it is my duty to persevere. i need to get past these human ideas. transcending these worldly expectations. there are guide points along the way, i just need to see them. my mission reveals itself little by little. follow your happiness, it is the map to your rapture.


more love

increasing my love,
with every step and purr.
opening my world.


let go

ability comes,
when expectations are gone
and you honor god.


nothing to hide

don’t hide anything,
in the end, your judge will be
happy to see you.


our kitty is home!

what a wonderful day!!


what i want

put my entire
being, warts and all, into
everything done.


dreams

i had some interesting dreams last night. were they manifestations of my repressed thoughts? just ideas from beyond for stories and other creative ventures? from time to time i write them down to see if i can explore them a bit. from what i gather, they are a combination of both of those things and more.

deja vu is another story altogether which i find happening more and more. i take that to affirm i am on the right path. hopefully i’m right.


living in the now

things are going really good. however i find myself thinking that i’ve turned a corner. there are no corners in life to turn. you focus on the exact present moment and do something now to make the next one better. when times are good i start to look ahead then get buried under thoughts of what’s next. when times are good i’m thinking presently. no mind, no worries.

do not feed the egos.


anxiously awaiting

my path is not clear…
or is it? i cannot tell.
anxiously awaiting.