choice

what choice do i have?
anxiety will not stop,
whether yes or no.


fear

today i fear something that should be fun. if i’m scared, i don’t have to do it. but why the fear? i’ve done it before. anxiety rules me, and only seems to get worse. should i dive in? or should i just avoid it?


Happy Thanksgiving!

together at last,
the meal and jokes go too fast.
can’t wait for next year.


more

life is more than just a list of things to do.


challening

every week is a new challenge. stay to the middle and you will get there quickest. the only problem is the scenery on the sides is beautiful. how can i take it in while still walking ahead?


begin again

here i sit again.
trying to move myself forward.
one step at a time.


will power

is will power alone enough? i don’t think so, but i’ve gotten myself back into a situation where I need it to be. can i do it? stay tuned…


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the sun is shining,
i feel rejuvenated.
moving life forward.


desire

burning desire,
beckoning me at all times.
shut up already.


keeping my appointment?

I made an appointment for today I don’t want to keep. It is not important, and will only result in being asked to buy something I don’t want and can’t afford. However, I feel like I should stick to it. It will interrupt my flow today. Is there something I can gain from this experience? What can I learn? I want to stay as curious as a child. I will keep learning until I cannot.