I can’t go back.

Posted: March 15, 2012 | Author: | Filed under: daily musings | Tags: , , , | Leave a comment

I’ve spent 2 years working from home for a small, family company. I spent the 4 years before that in a large company, low pay and no real advancement opportunity. Now I need to generate a steady income. I can’t go back to the “real” world and “work for a living”. Other people have supported themselves, why can’t I? Fear. Weed. Trust what is inside of you. Try to really make it on your own. You CAN do it. Why not think that? Learn learn learn. “You rise to the height of your deepest admirations”. Control this moment and let go. Even relaxing allows you to move closer to the 1. Everything in moderation. You are filling your time with what you love, NEVER FORGET THAT.

In search of a new direction.

Posted: February 21, 2012 | Author: | Filed under: daily musings | Tags: , , , | Leave a comment

I am trying to find a project to work on via my blog. Doing a daily haiku was very fun but it had run it’s course. Maybe more poetry? I would love to write a story, but I haven’t had an idea I think is worth exploring. I also could write something non-fiction (which is pretty much what this blog is, my life and struggles).

Whatever I choose it must come from Love. As long as I stay pure and focused on true expression, I will be satisfied. Just don’t let me ego read that.

Can you go on?

Posted: February 6, 2012 | Author: | Filed under: daily musings | Tags: , , , | Leave a comment

I asked for a sign and I got it. It wasn’t a good thing either, but sign isn’t synonomous with good. Now don’t look past the sign. It said you have no choice but to go on, for your family’s sake. Month 2 of Priorities – can I go on? Breathe.

pleasure in this moment

Posted: February 1, 2012 | Author: | Filed under: Haiku | Tags: , , | Leave a comment

Right here and right now,
I forgot the pleasure of
iving this moment.

clarity

Posted: January 31, 2012 | Author: | Filed under: daily musings | Tags: , , , | Leave a comment

I shot out of bed today, with no substances in my body that try to keep me there. The truth is it is beautiful, but I cannot imagine it will last.

24 Hours

Posted: January 30, 2012 | Author: | Filed under: Haiku | Tags: , , | Leave a comment

24 hours,
but each day is different.
Time moves endlessly.

complete harmony

Posted: January 12, 2012 | Author: | Filed under: Haiku | Tags: , , | Leave a comment

i have soared with God.
and while you tell me ‘no way’
i work to get back.

i am him and he is me

Posted: January 6, 2012 | Author: | Filed under: Haiku | Tags: , | Leave a comment

here i am with god,
i am him and he is me.
never been apart.

here, there, everywhere

Posted: January 2, 2012 | Author: | Filed under: daily musings | Tags: , | Leave a comment

here i am. there you are. everywhere together.

encore?

Posted: December 30, 2011 | Author: | Filed under: daily musings | Tags: , , | Leave a comment

i had a wonderful day yesterday. i put my trials and tribulations aside and just took care of the things i could control. such a beautiful thing. now how do i follow it up? today is the last work day of 2011.. my best year yet. why not finish it strong? sow some seeds to start 2012 with a bang. the to-do list is short, and manageable. 1 thing at a time. find my space and the universe will flow through.

smile

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